Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Happy!

I'm happy---happier today. Yesterday, I was able to come up with a life plan. 

I've been turning and thinking about these things for the past couple of weeks now, experiencing utmost anxiety, frustrations, disappointments and sleepless nights over my career, law school and my personal life. And yesterday, a light bulb went on and everything fell into place.

My plan was able to address my anxieties regarding the stress I'm feeling with law school, my age and the fact that I feel like I'm lagging behind, personal motivations and the feeling of a sense of fulfillment, meeting my mother's high expectations, protecting my relationships. Most importantly, taking care of my health. Yes, "the plan" connected all these points it was almost magical.

How? It was maybe a coincidence that it happened after talking to sis JM last Sunday about her life experiences and Christian Meditation. It's when I started to listen. I started listening to God, my environment and my body and finally understood what I needed to do.

I'm excited. I really am. Now that I've been given direction, I know it's only a matter of time before I get there.

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